{"id":16022,"date":"2024-03-09T15:54:01","date_gmt":"2024-03-09T21:54:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.mcneese.edu\/thereview\/?p=16022"},"modified":"2024-03-20T11:33:00","modified_gmt":"2024-03-20T16:33:00","slug":"songs-of-the-past","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.mcneese.edu\/thereview\/2024\/03\/09\/songs-of-the-past\/","title":{"rendered":"Songs of the Past"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<ul class=\"wp-block-social-links is-content-justification-right is-layout-flex wp-container-core-social-links-is-layout-765c4724 wp-block-social-links-is-layout-flex\"><li class=\"wp-social-link wp-social-link-facebook  wp-block-social-link\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/profile.php?id=61556140010887\" class=\"wp-block-social-link-anchor\"><svg width=\"24\" height=\"24\" viewBox=\"0 0 24 24\" version=\"1.1\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" aria-hidden=\"true\" focusable=\"false\"><path d=\"M12 2C6.5 2 2 6.5 2 12c0 5 3.7 9.1 8.4 9.9v-7H7.9V12h2.5V9.8c0-2.5 1.5-3.9 3.8-3.9 1.1 0 2.2.2 2.2.2v2.5h-1.3c-1.2 0-1.6.8-1.6 1.6V12h2.8l-.4 2.9h-2.3v7C18.3 21.1 22 17 22 12c0-5.5-4.5-10-10-10z\"><\/path><\/svg><span class=\"wp-block-social-link-label screen-reader-text\">Facebook<\/span><\/a><\/li>\n\n<li class=\"wp-social-link wp-social-link-instagram  wp-block-social-link\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/boudin_mcneese\/\" class=\"wp-block-social-link-anchor\"><svg width=\"24\" height=\"24\" viewBox=\"0 0 24 24\" version=\"1.1\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" aria-hidden=\"true\" focusable=\"false\"><path d=\"M12,4.622c2.403,0,2.688,0.009,3.637,0.052c0.877,0.04,1.354,0.187,1.671,0.31c0.42,0.163,0.72,0.358,1.035,0.673 c0.315,0.315,0.51,0.615,0.673,1.035c0.123,0.317,0.27,0.794,0.31,1.671c0.043,0.949,0.052,1.234,0.052,3.637 s-0.009,2.688-0.052,3.637c-0.04,0.877-0.187,1.354-0.31,1.671c-0.163,0.42-0.358,0.72-0.673,1.035 c-0.315,0.315-0.615,0.51-1.035,0.673c-0.317,0.123-0.794,0.27-1.671,0.31c-0.949,0.043-1.233,0.052-3.637,0.052 s-2.688-0.009-3.637-0.052c-0.877-0.04-1.354-0.187-1.671-0.31c-0.42-0.163-0.72-0.358-1.035-0.673 c-0.315-0.315-0.51-0.615-0.673-1.035c-0.123-0.317-0.27-0.794-0.31-1.671C4.631,14.688,4.622,14.403,4.622,12 s0.009-2.688,0.052-3.637c0.04-0.877,0.187-1.354,0.31-1.671c0.163-0.42,0.358-0.72,0.673-1.035 c0.315-0.315,0.615-0.51,1.035-0.673c0.317-0.123,0.794-0.27,1.671-0.31C9.312,4.631,9.597,4.622,12,4.622 M12,3 C9.556,3,9.249,3.01,8.289,3.054C7.331,3.098,6.677,3.25,6.105,3.472C5.513,3.702,5.011,4.01,4.511,4.511 c-0.5,0.5-0.808,1.002-1.038,1.594C3.25,6.677,3.098,7.331,3.054,8.289C3.01,9.249,3,9.556,3,12c0,2.444,0.01,2.751,0.054,3.711 c0.044,0.958,0.196,1.612,0.418,2.185c0.23,0.592,0.538,1.094,1.038,1.594c0.5,0.5,1.002,0.808,1.594,1.038 c0.572,0.222,1.227,0.375,2.185,0.418C9.249,20.99,9.556,21,12,21s2.751-0.01,3.711-0.054c0.958-0.044,1.612-0.196,2.185-0.418 c0.592-0.23,1.094-0.538,1.594-1.038c0.5-0.5,0.808-1.002,1.038-1.594c0.222-0.572,0.375-1.227,0.418-2.185 C20.99,14.751,21,14.444,21,12s-0.01-2.751-0.054-3.711c-0.044-0.958-0.196-1.612-0.418-2.185c-0.23-0.592-0.538-1.094-1.038-1.594 c-0.5-0.5-1.002-0.808-1.594-1.038c-0.572-0.222-1.227-0.375-2.185-0.418C14.751,3.01,14.444,3,12,3L12,3z M12,7.378 c-2.552,0-4.622,2.069-4.622,4.622S9.448,16.622,12,16.622s4.622-2.069,4.622-4.622S14.552,7.378,12,7.378z M12,15 c-1.657,0-3-1.343-3-3s1.343-3,3-3s3,1.343,3,3S13.657,15,12,15z M16.804,6.116c-0.596,0-1.08,0.484-1.08,1.08 s0.484,1.08,1.08,1.08c0.596,0,1.08-0.484,1.08-1.08S17.401,6.116,16.804,6.116z\"><\/path><\/svg><span class=\"wp-block-social-link-label screen-reader-text\">Instagram<\/span><\/a><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-large-font-size\"><strong>Songs of the Past<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\"><strong>Amanda Meyer<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">__________<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">She used to scratch lyrics<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">into her flesh, afraid she\u2019d forget<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">them, the way her brain wears<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">rose-colored glasses when she<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">tries to remember the past.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:30px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Before that she\u2019d write songs<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">on the thigh of her jeans&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">instead of keeping her eyes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">on the road. Now she just<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:30px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">listens to songs on repeat<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">until she can recite every word,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">nail every note, and turns the volume<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">up for the parts that will hurt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:30px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">the most, screaming along<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">until her throat feels&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">like sandpaper. Better to give<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">herself whiplash to music than<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">to bang her head against the wall,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:30px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">which she\u2019ll swear she\u2019s never<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">done, but her poor memory tells<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">a different story. If she had taken&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">notes every time he lost his temper,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">maybe she\u2019d remember, but she was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:30px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">too busy pressing straight edges<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">into her wrists to write anything&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">down. She could have used blood<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">but she traded razor blades&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">for tattoo needles, words and images<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:30px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">in black and white to cover the angry&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">red scars she left behind,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">though she can\u2019t quite remember why.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>___________<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Playlist song:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/playlist\/2DGL2kl6olesM3rnA0rZ6N?si=db16a2b031e44d4e&amp;nd=1&amp;dlsi=b8920d324dbf4a26\">Anberlin, &#8220;Dismantle. Repair.&#8221;<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">__________<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\"><strong>Amanda Meyer<\/strong> (formerly Brown) is a copywriter moonlighting as a poet in her hometown of St. Louis. She&#8217;s a music lover, violinist, and &#8220;elder emo.&#8221; Amanda has had poems appear in <em>Querencia Press<\/em> and <em>Sunday Mornings at the River<\/em> anthologies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>__________<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignleft size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"438\" height=\"211\" src=\"https:\/\/www.mcneese.edu\/thereview\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/01\/boudin-logo-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-15484\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.mcneese.edu\/thereview\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/01\/boudin-logo-1.jpg 438w, https:\/\/www.mcneese.edu\/thereview\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/01\/boudin-logo-1-300x145.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 438px) 100vw, 438px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-large-font-size\"> \ud83e\udca0 <a href=\"https:\/\/www.mcneese.edu\/thereview\/2024\/03\/10\/the-music-carries-me-like-the-wind-carries-my-voice\/\">Back<\/a> <a href=\"https:\/\/www.mcneese.edu\/thereview\/2024\/03\/09\/the-stars-they-shine-just-for-us\/\">Next<\/a> \ud83e\udca1<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">To learn more about submitting your work to <em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.mcneese.edu\/thereview\/boudin-submissions\/\">Boudin<\/a><\/em> or applying to McNeese State University&#8217;s Creative Writing <a href=\"https:\/\/www.mcneese.edu\/thereview\/mfa-application-submissions\/\">MFA program<\/a>, please visit Submissions for details.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Songs of the Past Amanda Meyer __________ She used to scratch lyrics into her flesh, afraid she\u2019d forget them, the way her brain wears rose-colored glasses when she tries to remember the past.&nbsp; Before that she\u2019d write songs on the thigh of her jeans&nbsp; instead of keeping her eyes on the road. 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